never ending pain

I look out upon all the empty faces of the world.
Trying to find the one, the one that is for me.
I feel as if i'm walking blindly in that sea of people.
Surrounded at all times by others but never truly part of the group.
I feel as if my body is moving on accord of its own.
I feel as if i’m watching from a distance a person not myself.
Like a ghost floating at a distance not feeling, and yet I still feel the sting of rejection.
Pain is me and the pain is never ending.
I am giving up, all is done and I am ending.